Feb 1 ~ 1:50am
I will never forget today…
I can still we were happily playing and talking to each other this afternoon…
I would never have imagine it would end up like this at night…
Everything has its start and ending…
Im not sad that it all ended…
Just regret i never treasure it enough while i have it…
I know no matter what i try, i would never forget what has happened tonight…
The second you put down the phone…
My tear started to roll down my cheeks….
I walked around my house, for no reason…
I have no idea what am i doing…
I was just like a empty shell with nothing inside…
My heart got only one space…
Only for one person…
And that is you…
If your not in that space, then no one will ever be in it…
Without you, my life is empty…
My eyes can only see black and white…
The world around me will become dull…
My emotions will be gone…
I can’t smile…
I can’t laugh…
I can’t angry…
I can’t sad…
I can’t feel anything…
My heart will be numb…
Can a person really survive without a heart?
Without you is like cutting my heart out of me…
Forcing my body to move without a reason…
I can loose anything i ever have in my life,
but only you…
your the only thing i fear the most…
i really fear of loosing you…
because…
i really…
do…
love you…
very…
deeply…
forever…
and…
ever…
for life…
till eternity…
till forever…
Sign: Clarence…
Uncategorized | Comment (1)Love Forever.
I have live for so long in my life…
You appearance changed me…
In the times i felt that everything is meaning less…
You came in and changed everything…
You made me want to be a better guy…
You made me realize how meaningful life is…
You are the only one i love…
I will always love you…
Till the sun never rise again…
Till the stars never shine again…
Till summer never comes again…
Till the day the world is no more here…
Till death fall upon me…
Everything comes and go…
Everything last very short…
Nothing last forever…
But my feelings towards you will never change…
And my love towards you will never fade…
As long as I’m living in this world…
I will never forget about you…
Because…
You will forever…
And ever…
Be in my heart…
Your beauty will last forever…
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I hate crying, except for you…
Me, as a boy, i dont usually cry much…
i can still remember the last time i cried was when i was in primary 3 or 4…
I once promised my self that i would never cry for anyone ever again…
but you…
you made me cry…
your appearance in my life has changed me completely…
you changed my self…
you made me realize that someone love me…
i actually gave up my playboy life because of you…
you make me realize how great it feels to truly love and be loved by someone else…
the me that use to have 8 girl friends at a time has changed…
the me that use to say bad word in every single sentence has changed…
you made me want to be a better man…
you are like an angel from heaven, sent to protect and change me…
you are like the missing pieces of my life…
without you, i wont be complete…
you complete me…
your the one i love the most…
if i’m forced to choose a million times who i love, i would always choose the same answer…
and that is you…
if i had a wish…
i would wish that i can give my wish to you…
because i rather give my life to you…
i will always stay beside you…
even if i die, i would forever protect you from heaven, and forever be your guardian…
every time i see your eyes…
i felt new and happy again…
meeting you is the best thing that ever happened to me…
if you never been in my life, i dont even dare to imagine what am i now…
i promise i would live longer then you…
cause i dont want you to have a single second feeling alone in this world…
im sorry i didnt met you earlier while you needed someone…
im happy while i see you smile…
while im sick, you are my medicine…
while im alone and feeling useless…
your the star that shines upon me and give me strength again…
what im trying to say in this whole thing is…
that i would love you…
till the end of my life…
i love you…