Feb 1 ~ 1:50am

I will never forget today…
I can still we were happily playing and talking to each other this afternoon…
I would never have imagine it would end up like this at night…
Everything has its start and ending…
Im not sad that it all ended…
Just regret i never treasure it enough while i have it…
I know no matter what i try, i would never forget what has happened tonight…
The second you put down the phone…
My tear started to roll down my cheeks….
I walked around my house, for no reason…
I have no idea what am i doing…
I was just like a empty shell with nothing inside…
My heart got only one space…
Only for one person…
And that is you…
If your not in that space, then no one will ever be in it…
Without you, my life is empty…
My eyes can only see black and white…
The world around me will become dull…
My emotions will be gone…
I can’t smile…
I can’t laugh…
I can’t angry…
I can’t sad…
I can’t feel anything…
My heart will be numb…
Can a person really survive without a heart?
Without you is like cutting my heart out of me…
Forcing my body to move without a reason…
I can loose anything i ever have in my life,
but only you…
your the only thing i fear the most…
i really fear of loosing you…
because…
i really…
do…
love you…
very…
deeply…
forever…
and…
ever…
for life…
till eternity…
till forever…

Sign: Clarence…

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